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SK''수경이 (: says:

christie

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

omg

omg

soo kyung

SK''수경이 (: says:

i feel bad

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

why

SK''수경이 (: says:

all of a sudden

so gloomy....

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

why

SK''수경이 (: says:

ahh...

it's my dad again

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

are you okay

SK''수경이 (: says:

about sat

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

what happened

ahhh

study?

SK''수경이 (: says:

he's lyk ur reading in sat sucks

and he just said that in a stern face and jus left the room

i'm lyk wtf

i'm prob sure that he heard

one of his friend's korean son

score a realy high score in sat

really*

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

ahh

well

i dont think sat is

everything

SK''수경이 (: says:

exactly

but

right now

he's talking to my mom about it

and i can hear EVERYTHING

wth

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

its on purpose

SK''수경이 (: says:

and my mom is kinda saying that it's okay it's too soon to worry about it

and my dad's lyk she can't do anything

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Thats not true.

Soo Kyung

I know my english isn't that great

But next year

In american lit

I'm sure we can help each other

And I think thats what friends are for.

Really.

SK''수경이 (: says:

thanks. oh gosh i feel so bad now

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

No.

Soo Kyung.

In life

You don't need to be

Successful in anything.

You don't need to be well rounded in all subjects.

SK''수경이 (: says:

but i'm too pressured

by him

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Being well rounded in all subjects.

SK''수경이 (: says:

i can't do anything about it

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Doesn't mean that you will be promised success in life.

What you need is a little bit of luck, risk

and etc.

I know its tough

And you're pressurized.

But trust me

You can overcome this.

I swear.

I know you

And your fullest potential.

And what you are capable of.

SK''수경이 (: says:

but it's so hard...

it's so painful seriosuly

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Don't let anyone tell you, you can't.

Yes,

It maybe painful

And hard

And tiriing.

*tiring

But it is part of life.

I know it hurts.

SK''수경이 (: says:

he's repeating the same old thing again and again. i just can't stand it

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

But I'm here for you.

SK''수경이 (: says:

i'm so sick of it

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

I understand.

SK''수경이 (: says:

and considering that other's parents don't do that to their children, they instead encourage them

i feel more depressed...

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Well.

You don't know if they encourage

Them really.

Everything

Is closed behind the doors of every family.

No child, and parents

Will ever tell other families what they do

Or say to achieve their success.

SK''수경이 (: says:

yeah, but when i asked nicole about it she's lyk my parents encouraged me about my psat scores that she still has the time to improve and that they trust her

but my parents don't

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Sometimes.

Comparing with other people.

Hurts.

Sometimes its better to not know

Too much.

Because when you know too much,

You start to compare.

And what does it do to benefit you?

It just hurts you

Really.

Thats why I never share my grades.

Cause.

SK''수경이 (: says:

haaa.......

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

What happens when I know your grade?

Does it help me?

Does it benefit me?

No.

It just hurts me.

It just makes me more depressed.

Cause I'm not as talented

Or smart as you are.

Soo Kyung.

I know its been hard.

I know its been really long.

And I guess.

I could never comprehend

The stress you struggle through.

But what I want to say is that.

Even no matter how hard it is.

You can pull through.

You can prove your parents wrong.

Really.

SK''수경이 (: says:

yes. thanks christie.... but the thing is i'm really really sick of it. it has been repeating since the beginning of 9th grade....so i didn't listen to them when i was a freshman but after psat and my score came out they started to compare me with those other perfect korean friend's son or daughter's grades to mine......and pressured me since then....

my dad in particular did it worse

my mom, she encourages me and i get strength from it

but i just can't from my dad. all he does is talk about how bad my score is and compare it to others

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Wait.

Your problem

is just reading right?

SK''수경이 (: says:

idk.....

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

What is dragging.

Your PSAT score?

SK''수경이 (: says:

yeah....

and i'm not confident

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Okay.

I will help you.

SK''수경이 (: says:

to overpass the psat score

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

THough I didn't get like

90

I got 80

80%*

SK''수경이 (: says:

oh it's in percentage?

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Yeah

I just saw my percentage.

SK''수경이 (: says:

where was it?

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

There's a bar right?

I just looked at the bar.

SK''수경이 (: says:

oh...but the only thing my dad consider is the raw score

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Okay.

SK''수경이 (: says:

out of 2400

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Soo Kyung.

English.

Is your second language.

But

YOU CAN OVERCOME IT.

How did I do it?

Its cause when I was young I read alot of books.

SK''수경이 (: says:

................i hate english

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

I know.

But.

You have to improve it.

What you can do.

Is just perhaps start with some.

Stories.

To inspire you.

Don't

Start with textbooks

And whatever.

Build your interest first.

SK''수경이 (: says:

no my dad is pushing me to read this hard core english books and

*which is 400 pages

and 10 books (400pages) for this summer

that'

s

impossible

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

No its not.

Look at me.

I'm reading like

The same.

You are not alone.

I don't want to compare.

But what I am saying.

Is that.

SK''수경이 (: says:

but i'm not you.... i hate reading

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Each and everyone is equal.

I know.

We all have different interests.

We all excel in different topics.

But what I am saying.

Is.

At the end of the day.

What we know.

The knowledge we have.

It doesn't make us different.

We're still human.

We are all capable of proving people wrong.

We are capable of overcoming our fears.

Though it is said humans are to be the cruelest out of all the animals.

We are also the smartest.

And quickest to evolve.

In every single way in life.

SK''수경이 (: says:

yeah....i'm just ....hah.....it's just so stressful i can't take it anymore...

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

And so can you.

Soo Kyung tell me.

When you can't handle your stress.

What can you do?

SK''수경이 (: says:

i just stop everything and tangent off into a different path. into the wrong path if you have to say. i just feel lyk giving up everything so i give up everything

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Soo Kyung.

What happens when you are stagnant.

What happens after that.

SK''수경이 (: says:

idk cuz i still haven't really done it. but i feel lyk doing it. cuz i seriously can't handle it anymore. all the solding and criticizing and degrading me , unbearable

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

I'll tell you what happens.

People move on.

And they leave you behind.

And all you can do later on.

Is cry.

Your heart out.

Cause you can't go back in time

To change it.

You can't.

And why do I have the right

To say this.

Is because

this happened to me

and I don't want it to happen to you.

Ever.

SK''수경이 (: says:

yeah...thanks christie.. i feel so much better... but i'm just afraid of my father's scolding

he's going to be like that for about a month

now

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Soo Kyung.

In these two months.

I want you to do something.

I want you to prove.

Your father wrong.

I want you to overcome your fear.

If you need anything.

I am here.

I am pushing you.

Cause.

I want you to tell.

Your father

And the whole world that.

You can do this.

You are capable of doing it.

So what if english is our second language?

And people think that we aren't capable of "good" english.

We can prove them wrong.

I'm going to do that too.

So

You are not alone.

We can pursue it.

We will, and we can.

SK''수경이 (: says:

okay christie. let's do that. together

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Good.

Soo Kyung.

I'm so sorry.

I wish I was here for you all along.

SK''수경이 (: says:

why?

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

I wish you told me before.

I wish I could give you a hug.

SK''수경이 (: says:

oh....

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

And tell you that.

You can do it.

Its so sad.

To see you like this.

I wish I could help.

But I can't.

I wish.

SK''수경이 (: says:

well all i did is get scold and cry and the next day in the morning fool around like abuffoon

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Soo Kyung.

You are not like this.

You are ambitious.

You are capable of it.

SK''수경이 (: says:

i wish i am

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

You are great.

Really.

SK''수경이 (: says:

and i hope i am

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

I'm not lying.

Don't hope.

Know that you are.

By proving them.

Wrong.

Don't wait for change.

SK''수경이 (: says:

well i can never get to the point where my dad is satisfied

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Be the change.

SK''수경이 (: says:

whenever i am satisfied he is never satisfied

i just can't reach it

i don't know here his standard is... it's too far away

it's too far away from my reach

whenever i feel lyk i reached it

it's always not there

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

What I can say is that.

If you do stay stagnant.

You will regret.

Because everything was in your hand.

Everything was up to you.

All the choices.

All the wrongs and rights.

Everything possible chance and opportunity was in your hand.

I know parents

Except alot from their child.

But.

Soo Kyung.

Remember you're not a robot.

You're a human.

So what if humans are full of flaws.

And robots aren't.

You are who you are.

And nothing can change it.

And no one can take you away from who you are.

SK''수경이 (: says:

..............i hope he doesn;t. i hope he doen't make me into a robot...

anyways. no more CRIES and let's work hard together christie

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Yes.

Soo Kyung.

Tomorrow.

In the morning.

Don't go out k?

I'm going to be your

._.

Mini encouragement.

Okay?

SK''수경이 (: says:

haha okay!

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Go take a book.

And thn go to

Woodlands Library

And read there.

Its peaceful there.

And no one can disturb you.

SK''수경이 (: says:

yeah

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Thn you can concentrate

On reading.

SK''수경이 (: says:

but christie

i'm worried

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

?

About?

SK''수경이 (: says:

cuz tom i was supposed to register with my mom in this art craft group lessons on every sat starting tom...but my dad always have went against it because he thinks i'm wasting my time and not using the time to study sat.....but i want my life and i want my interest to proliferate....

he wants me to study 24 7

no life

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Make a deal.

With him.

Or have you done it?

You will continue your studies.

And continue reading.

Even if you take the art group lessons.

SK''수경이 (: says:

but since this happened right now....i bet he's not even going to talk to me tom and the only thing he would say is don't go to register no matter what. cuz that's what happened to me last time....

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

I mean.

So you're not going to be able

To register?

SK''수경이 (: says:

idk...prob not...but this is my last chance...

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Last change?

There is a age limit?

SK''수경이 (: says:

no but it's starting tom and i can't register it if it's after that

and yest. my mom and i were able to finally persuade him for me to register that class but then he was reluctant about it. so this is his reason * or his chance to stop me from registering it. well first of all he thinks it's a waste of money

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Soo Kyung.

Don't let anyone

Ever stop you from believing who you are

what you are capable of accomplishing.

Don't ever let anyone squash or steal your dream away from you.

Don't.

Even if you don't go to that art lesson.

You can go practice on your own.

There are thousands of books

Out there,

There's the internet.

You can go research

You can go read about art

and how to draw.

To improve.

You can find ways.

Though it will be more tedious.

What i believe is that

If you truly love something

You would be willing to sacrifice anything just for it.

I'm glad in a way.

We are nto watching a movie.

I want you to spend your morning in the library

not because i want you to have no life

and study

because i want you to find out who you are

what you want

and find your peac.e

SK''수경이 (: says:

yeah....but whenever i sit down and try to start studying i can only hear the criticisms of my dad's and the way he degrades me... that i am stupid and a disgrace in the family....so it's not surprsing that i am doing this reluctantly instead of for my own behalf

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

You're not dumb.,

Say that to yourself.

Everytime you hear your dad say that.

Not only do I think that.

But I swear tons of people know that too.

Its not just me.

Its Nicole.

Its Younjae even.

Its Yoojin, even though she acts cool.

Its Sam.

Its tons of people.

SK''수경이 (: says:

....yeah...but why sam of all ppl? haha..

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Because.

I want to prove to you.

i'm not sucking up to you.

Cause I'm not.

I want you to know that.

What I saw.

*say

Is the truth.

I could never lie to you.

Cause to me you're the greatest person.

I know.

I swear.

Thats why when I said I'm going to watch this movie.

With this guy.

The first name

That came to my mind.

Wasn't Nicole

Yoojin

Karen

Or whomever.

It was you.

YOU.

Soo Kyung Bae.

Not Nicole Albreact.

gah

whatever

Not Yoojin Chung.

Not Seong Hyun Ju.

It was you.

You, Soo Kyung Bae.

And I'm not lying.

Sam Kim did say

You were smart.

I'm not lying.

I know it must be very painful.

Surrounded by all the stress you have.

I know you probably

Cried.

To yourself at night.

And no matter whomever

or whatever people said.

your pain and scar could not be healed.

but what i am saying is that.

you are not alone.

me

you

i swear

thousands of people feel this pain.

but what i can say is that

without us.

what can be defined as smart

what can be defined as dumb.

its because

people have different

strengths and weaknesses

that we can judge

between what is seen as "GOOD" and "BAD"

without us.

without people

from different

ranges of good and bad.

how do we know what we are

and are capable of.

dont cry.

SK''수경이 (: says:

..........thanks christie....you made me cry....(in a good way ofcourse.... (:

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

When you cry.

I cry too.

Cause.

I want to tell you that.

You are not alone.

You are not.

Alone.

SK''수경이 (: says:

yeah i'll stop crying so you'll stop crying (:

ily christie yu

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Good.

Ily you too.

God.

I wish I could come to the library with you.

maybe i should ditch him

SK''수경이 (: says:

haha...noway christie!!

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

but my mom took my phone already

soo kyung.

im going to be here

for the rest of your life.

i swear.

i will always be.

i dont know.

if others will

but what i can do and promise

you is that

i will be here for you

for your lifelong journey.

im not kidding.

i wont mistreat you like yunjee

SK''수경이 (: says:

yeah thank you so much. i'm serious. thanks so much and i'm saying this out of all my hearts content. i'm so gald that i have a friend like you and i am blessed by the fact. i love you and you are such a great friend and a great supporter. and yes. let's go through this together! and make the world and our parents surprised! and hf with him kay? please don't worry about me tom

when you are around with me

*him

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

no

I'm going to find you.

I'll just bring him along

Or something.

And ditch him later.

I want you to know that.

You can do it.

So please don't give up.

SK''수경이 (: says:

wait your jking right? haha don't ditch him! you made a promise

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

No.

i'm quite seriousl

SK''수경이 (: says:

huh???? wait NO be with him and hf and watch the prince of perssia movie it's really good. and i will try to persuade him again to go to register the calsses

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

And sms me about it

Tomorrow k?

And if he says no

ANd you go to the library

I'll find you after the movie.

"If you don't go after what you want, you'll never get it."

Some quote i found online

SK''수경이 (: says:

haha okay i hope that doesn't happen...

yes

(: thanks christie thanks

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Don't thank me.

Thats what

I'm supposed to do.

K?

I'm always here.

SK''수경이 (: says:

(:

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

For you.

Good.

Smile

SK''수경이 (: says:

same here christie

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Don't cry.

People who cry

Are weak

SK''수경이 (: says:

yes... i won't ...

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Women are not weak.

SK''수경이 (: says:

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

They are mentally.

Strong.

SK''수경이 (: says:

hahaha

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Wait shit

SK''수경이 (: says:

yes

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

They have a strong mentality.

SK''수경이 (: says:

?

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

They can overcome everything.

While

Men just complain.

And are corrupt.

They can just go fuck themselves.

But for me and you.

We can do this.

SK''수경이 (: says:

YES

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

GOOD.

Don't worry.

I'm in more trouble thn you.

I havne't started my AP notes

or finished

SK''수경이 (: says:

why...?

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

my summer reading book

SK''수경이 (: says:

oh

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

or any of the lit books

SK''수경이 (: says:

you read geisha

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

i borrowed.

Yeah

But thn I was like]

Maybe I should read another book

So I picked his ghost story

which I DIND TKNOW

SK''수경이 (: says:

oh

haha

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

was about ghost

and im haunted every night

i need to sleep

with like'my LIGHT on.

SK''수경이 (: says:

don't be

i'm there

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asfiKvQxbnM

SK''수경이 (: says:

that's creepy abit

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Listen to this when you have time.

SK''수경이 (: says:

haha

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Don't cry k?

._.

Yeah

Lover+ Ghost.

God.

So scary

SK''수경이 (: says:

....okay! i won't!

haha

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Wait no

shit

-.-

its a love son

SK''수경이 (: says:

okay christie u going to sleep?

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

*song

SK''수경이 (: says:

oh

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

but the chorus is good.

Nah

I'll slepe when you do.

I bought you something

Though it skind of cheap

._.

I think its a really cool hair tie.

SK''수경이 (: says:

nono it's okay

christieee

oh HAIR TIE?

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Yeah

It like

SK''수경이 (: says:

i love hair tie

haha

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Tangle free hair tie.

Cause

Everytime I see your hair

I think it must be tedious

cause your hair gets caught up.

by your hair tie.

SK''수경이 (: says:

i don't have one because i lost evey single one of them

sad...

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

._.

Ah..

Tomorrow

I'll go buy more then

incase you lose it.

SK''수경이 (: says:

nononono i didn't mean that

meant*

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Nah

I want to.

SK''수경이 (: says:

!!! CHRISTIE NOOOO

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

(:

Don't worry.

Its not expensive.

SK''수경이 (: says:

okay i will busy sth for you too

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

I won't go broke!

SK''수경이 (: says:

ha

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

busy

AHHAHA

Its okay

I love you.

SK''수경이 (: says:

no

i will

anyways i gtg now...

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Okay.

Soo Kyung.

Sleep tight.

SK''수경이 (: says:

yes

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Don't cry yourself to sleep.

Wake up in the morning

And breathe in

SK''수경이 (: says:

my eyes are prob gnna be fat fish

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

and out

3 times

SK''수경이 (: says:

jiggly

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

and.

tell yourself

Christie told me

SK''수경이 (: says:

yeah

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

I'm not dumb

3 tims

*times

If thats not enough

SK''수경이 (: says:

(:

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

when your dad scolds you

say it under your breath

or in your mind

WAIT

wheny ou come bac,

I'll try buying a yoga

dvd

thn you can come over

and we can practice

to control

our mind and feelings

(:

SK''수경이 (: says:

haha we should do it together

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Yeah

and keep fit!

K?

SK''수경이 (: says:

oh,...no

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Yes

SK''수경이 (: says:

i'm too fa

t

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Be healthy

NO

YOU ARE NOT FAT

I AM

OKAY

I AM MAD NOW

SK''수경이 (: says:

CHRISTIE IS CUTE NOT FAT

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

You are beautiful

and smart.

SAY THAT.

NOW.

Or I am pissed

SK''수경이 (: says:

no not beautiful i am sexy

haha

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

GOOD.

SK''수경이 (: says:

yes christie and you are sexy + cute. don't complain or i will complaiN!

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Okay.

Good.

Soo Kyung.

Goodnight sweet dreams.

I know you will think

\About what i said.

But don't dwell

Yourself in too much pain.

It will only hurt you.

Trust me.

So just close your eyes.

And try to sleep.

Leave your mind blank

SK''수경이 (: says:

yeah! ofcourse i will think about what you said. i think for my life i'll think about what you said and about this day this particular and one of my most important days of my life. and yeah i will sleep tight and you too

you should sleep soon now

KUH-RIS-TIE- You are, indeed, something of the past. says:

Okay

Nights.

I'm saving this post

On my blog

But my blogs not public

Lets look at it

After summmer.

(:

And compare

of what we are not

to whom we are to become.

Sadly, it is only now that I realized I never liked you, mathematician.

I guess I never did.

I guess, no, I finally realized that I tried to portray you as Calvin.

I tried to use you as an substitute to replace him, because just like how you are, you both were intellectuals.

Both, whom excelled at academics.

But sadly, it is only now that I can finally differentiate you both.

You play basketball, he plays soccer, you play the drums, he hates instrument.

Sure, you both are indeed smart, indeed philosophers of your own kind, but you are both different.

I guess I can say that I never really truly moved on. I just stayed stagnant.

I just kept the memories so tight, that in the end I learn that I'm only hurting myself.

So, I hereby sincerely apologize,

I don't know what am I to become in the future,

And I can't promise anything,

But what I can do is just apologize.

I apologize for using you indirectly to help me forget him.
Well, an attempt to.

Hence,

I apologize.

Thats all I really needed to say for these few weeks.

-X

Erm yeah.. I'm vain like that.

Okay thats it,
And today I'm well.

Secret.

Wish me luck.

Oh,

I forgot to mention,

I've finally decided to major in Commercial Law.

I want to go to Britain to study Law.

Finally I seem to have found my ambition,

And its from there that I take off.

And right now my favorite song is Sunshine- Gabrielle.

I used to love it when I was in primary school.

The time back then seem like ages ago.

TODAY WE MADE RAINBOW CUPCAKES.

OKAY.

BYE.